It was 6:45 PM on a Thursday night. It had been a long, exhausting week with….life, and the week wasn’t even over yet. I had just arrived at church barely in time to get everything ready for the worship team who was not far behind. I was tired. I didn’t want to see people; I didn’t want to talk to anybody. I’m sure when they came, they would ask how I was doing, and I’m sure I would lie and say, “I’m fine”. But really I wasn’t. Life had become an overwhelming race of one thin